Poor little me .....

since the pass few months till today ... i faced alots . success, little .. failure? lotsa it.
i just lost my job ..... why this things happened ? the reason they give me to lay me off is, they didn't find any improvement on me ...
damn ..... i did apply for leave for almost 1 month.Is that the key reason why they lay me off ?
i learn 1 things ... dun help others person when you haven't finish the task assigned to you..
kinda piss off .... this is the decision by the stupid pig from US ...
i would get the `ganti rugi` from the company, since i'm permanent staff. Malaysia labour law say that,if a company to lay off a permanent staff, they should ganti 2 months salary.
i still have study loan and car loan to pay ..... what am i suppose to do ?
i hate people act in front of me, and another face behind of me ...
well, after two days thinking. I think it would be good for me to leave the company also ...
since i working for 7 days per weeks, and everyday work more than 11 hours before, and didn't get any bonus or OT paid for it ... what for i stay in the company which the financial is not stable and the stupid money face stupid director.
i would get a better job.
guys, please wish me :)

Stress? i think so .....

one day more than 2 calls .... is this unusual ? from a gf to a her bf ..... just to talk the same things .. asking the same questions, getting the same answers ...... she want to control over him ? hell ya?
life like no freedom ....

i wanna fly~~ i wanna high~~~